17 5 / 2012
We are just different shades of the same color.
I can’t stand when people give me attitude over being with someone of the opposite race. I don’t see color when I meet people. This it our relationship, not yours! I don’t judge you for who you fall in love with, so what makes you think I want your opinion on who I love?
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24 4 / 2012
Disguise yourself, even if it’s painful
How can I pretend not to see you, when your right in front of me
How can I pretend not to know you, when you’ve always been here with me
How can I pretend that I don’t want to hug you, when your body feels perfect beside mine
How can I pretend that I don’t want to hold your hand, when we reach for each others, every time
How can I pretend that I am not your friend, when I care about your life
How can I pretend that I don’t love you, when I can dream of being your wife.
24 4 / 2012
Thoughts
Cry. That’s what your good at. Hide. Its what you’ve always done. Protect. Never let anyone in.
How can anyone hurt you, if no one can touch your heart.
You can control the future pain that will come. Just avoid it from starting.
Let them go. Never tell them how you really feel.
Just keep the emotions to yourself. Let them out when your on your own.
Have strength. Just hold off until night falls. In the dark, no one can see you.
If your alone, they can’t see your weakness. You cannot be weak.
Letting them in gives them direct access to your heart.
No one can touch your heart.
Not even you.
20 4 / 2012
I love you, i do. And oh i wish you knew!
19 4 / 2012
This is my table, and that is my heart
This is my table, where friends comfort me, where everything I can see, where I can hide from thee.
This is my table, where I sit engrossed in sadness, where I control my madness.
This is my table, where I turn red and lower my head, because I know your there, somewhere.
I feel your presence. It draws me in. My eyes open, and the hurt starts within.
Within my soul, within my mind, within my heart
Within the same heart that now belongs to you, you took my heart, you stole it straight from my chest. But I am too weak to take it back. Why did you take something that wasn’t yours?
That is my heart, it belongs to me, please set it free, send it back to me
That is my heart, and it aches. It aches to be with you. You who is in front of me.
Staring at me, your killing my heart, your killing me, please leave me be
Go away from here, get away from me, I begging you, depart
Because this is my table and that is my heart
